Saturday, March 12, 2005
Breakdown...
start rant
Okay, if didn't know already, I had a mini-breakdown early Friday afternoon. Honestly, it was nothing big. It was just--the totality of everything coming together at the same time. I may be a big crybaby, but I have some serious issues to deal with. But to summarize it succinctly, it basically came down to money and responsibility. Everyone and MY mother was giving me excuses why they couldn't do something or pay something or give me money, and I was upset because, in addition to having a very shitty spring break, I couldn't even go out on my last night in town because of this bullshit. So, as I relayed this information to my cousin Valerie, in addition to my work schedule, my dad's *responsibility*, my siblings, my financial situation, my difficult transition to my philosophy major, and my post-college life, I just started crying on the phone...
It's been such a difficult and draining semester. It's like nothing has been going my way...at all..
I was able to go out that night, but I'm still having aftershocks after that Friday breakdown. I mean, is it too much to ask if things go well in my life for once?
/end rant
Yeah I'm going to scare it away with my fur shawl just like M A R I A H!
Okay, if didn't know already, I had a mini-breakdown early Friday afternoon. Honestly, it was nothing big. It was just--the totality of everything coming together at the same time. I may be a big crybaby, but I have some serious issues to deal with. But to summarize it succinctly, it basically came down to money and responsibility. Everyone and MY mother was giving me excuses why they couldn't do something or pay something or give me money, and I was upset because, in addition to having a very shitty spring break, I couldn't even go out on my last night in town because of this bullshit. So, as I relayed this information to my cousin Valerie, in addition to my work schedule, my dad's *responsibility*, my siblings, my financial situation, my difficult transition to my philosophy major, and my post-college life, I just started crying on the phone...
It's been such a difficult and draining semester. It's like nothing has been going my way...at all..
I was able to go out that night, but I'm still having aftershocks after that Friday breakdown. I mean, is it too much to ask if things go well in my life for once?
/end rant
Yeah I'm going to scare it away with my fur shawl just like M A R I A H!
